Back From Kelong

Finally Back from kelong! Fun but tiring trip! The moment I step into the lands of Singapore I felt like home ~

Day 1

I didn't sleep the night before because we are meeting at 6.15am, and if i sleep, I will not be able to wake up for sure... I reach Kranji MRT early and grab some breakfast after meeting up with Kevin. Then yenkai brought a friend along and introduce to us, and his name is JC (junchin). After everyone meets up and we board the van that drives us all the way to the jetty in Malaysia. It took some time before we reach there, and of course, I spent some time sleeping on the van. Then we reach the jetty, board the boat and move to the kelong...

After we settled down, Most of them went fishing and I was there just enjoying the view of the sea. Not long later, lunch was served. Guess Wad, the lunch was a WOW! 1 fish, 1 sotong, 1 veggie and 1 soup !

Then as the day moves along we went for island hopping, which the boat sends us to a island where the water is clear and the beach is made up of fine sand, and there doesn't seems to be people living there... We swam for awhile, den proceeded to pick up some seashells. But honestly, that island was quite eerie as there were so many houses on the island, but most of them are not occupied.

We went back and showered and dinner was even better than lunch... Crab, prawn, fish, veggie and soup!! Den I went for a nap while the rest continues to fish, and someone actually use soap to play a prank on me lar!
Woke up, ate supper, and played majong with alex, den went to sleep again.

Day 2

It was more or less the same as first day, but we went snookering on day 2. We were able to see those magnificent corals and reefs and in fact, it was quite scary when you see them covering the whole patch of the sea. It is like you were going to get eaten by them and there were also lots of fishes around them, as well as sea urchins!!!
Same thing, went back shower den later in the night after dinner, we started off to gamble abit. After that, I resume to play majong again!

Day 3

It was time to go home today, so we packed up and get ready. Before we packed up, them were fishing, taking pictures and I was basically slacking around. And den comes the funny part, they went off jumping into the sea from the kelong and I was mad enough to join them in their jumping. But that was really a great experience as you won't get to try it many times in your life. And off we go travelling back home.

( P.S. Junchin is really a great photographer and a great fisherman!!! )

Haha! Wad A surprise that I am blogging now...

Guess wad I am doing, might be 1 of the most stupid thing in life, waiting!
I cant believe it.... it is 5.30 already, yet no one have turned up as the training starts at 6.
Those that know me well know that I dun have the patience to wait for too long, but I have been waiting since 4 pm. Lolx

Wat a busy holiday it is, work, work work.!
I Still got a pp to finish, a website to be done and going on a holiday to the kelong next week and yet I am wasting time now to wait for people to come training.
LOLX~ SOOOOO BORING!! I wanna go sentosa!!

Anyway, I went sentosa last week with dove and frans, actually still got 2 of their frens, but ended up never come. It was considered quite a fun trip as I got to play beach volley, which I haven been touching for months! I am going this week end again!!

And recently i took this survey to test out which type of people I am, and to my suprise I am a Theateric Person! LOLX! The only time i act is to fake that I am sick so I dun have to go to work!

Hai... Life is sooo boring wasting my time waiting and waiting, is it really true that 1/5 of a person life is wasted in waiting?

Woot! Its sunday again~ Slacking Day Of the week...
Basically this week was a very "happening" week, since I posted on wednesday, alot more happened everyday.

Thursday...
After having so much emotional things happening on the last night, I overslept and missed school, but went for UT after school and went for volleyball training. But I really didn't expected some of them actually planned a birthday celebration for me, yenkai and daikuan. It was really unexpected, but I would really like to say thx to all who have planned all this. Although what was expected that mostly realise that it was mine and daikuan's birthday on that day, but I really appreciated for all the effort they made for me. Training was also quite a nice one, to my surprise, it was considered quite a fun training.

Friday...
There is always a chinese sayings :" When there is a one, there will be always a two followed up."... In other words, I missed my lesson again on friday !! lolx ~
Haha! Then I went to school pass the cage keys to my captain and meet up with wilson before going off to town to celebrate my birthday with my friends. Abit regret never go for Glitz, as it seems to be a fun night too. But anyway, I meet up with my friends and went down to town to had some fun and went for dinner at "Tian Tian" steamboat. Basically, overall rating I give that steamboat a 6/10.

Saturday...
Woke Up at 6 in the morning to make my way down to sentosa, cause today was Rip Curl Beach Volleyball Competiton!! Right in the early in the morning, siloso beach was already packed up volleyballers from all over the place. Saw some familar faces around, and really enjoyed the time spend there as most of the RP volleyballers are there, and we even get to play against each other. Spend most of the time at the beach, so got tanned ( or u can say burned!! lolx )

Wrap Up...
Basically, I have recieved 3 presents until now, 2 jersey, 1 sleeveless and another normal one, both with my name and favorite number printed on it. I was really happy as those were my first jerseys with my name printed on it. And then, I recieve a NUM party tank top from my friends.
And now, basically suffering from the side effects of Sentosa. Here pain there pain as long as the place expose to sun now is feeling pain.... GTG sleep ler, dun wanna miss class anymore~

Long Time No Blog Again... Today same same training day, and going to sakae Sushi Tomorow!! YEAH!!!!
Anyway, today quite alot happen... And lastly, I want to post this down... This is some of the contend that my captain said to me on msn after i reach home...( its in piece and pieces, cause i took out important parts to me )

Being able to read your opponent, react fast and daring enuff are the components of a good libero

But for now, try to make sure ur ball goes to where u direct

where to get the ball to at different circumstances

Control it well

with power, speed and accuracy

Reduce on sorries, increase on positive experience absorption

Remember all your good plays

So be daring n confident during training

Set aims

And why did i post all this things here, cause I would really like to thx him for telling me all this. I know I am still far from being good, and this are things I can learn for now...

Jiayou!!! I can do it!!!

Ok Once Again long time no post.
My Blog Actually crashed some time ago so now i changed the bloody blog skin again, which is chosen randomly.
So this blog skin will not be permanent, and I might be changing it soon.
Another thing is that my tag box got some problem so got to do something about it as well/
So for the time being you guys can't tag to me, sorry about that!!
So recently more and more things to do, cause want to play U19 in june, so I am desperately trying to improve my skills, as I find that I am nowhere near the standard needed.
Den, more time spending with my friends, chalet, going out and many other things.

So Thats more or less what I am doing at the moment, juz trying desperatly to do better in volleyball, and cutting weight down, getting more muscles, and keep on dreaming to be sucessful, and I know 1 day I will be!!! lolx!!!

Harlow... Long time no see...
Recently, watched norbit and ghost rider... overall both is quite nice show ~
New year so borrrring...noting do, no training...
So actually went to watch all those movies, and spend alot...
Eat sakae sushi, vi'lage, all sorts of expensive place to eat!!!
Now finally broke, cannot go out too much ler lolx...
Guess wad, my ang bao $$ this year got $70 dollar!!! (like usual la)
Now, juz wanna faster training start, school start...
I will post pictures up later...

Long Time no post almost 2 weeks...
Holidays alredi, so boring....
Umm... recently more people joined the volleyball team, so = more frenz, haha so happy....
Then is like the long boring holidays again, noting do, new year coming, so getting ready for it...
As usual, practise volleyball is the best thing to do, den really bad weather days might even end up in the gym...
Ok more of special today, I went to watch the show " Norbit "... not bad quite funny, and a big thx to my fren alex who got the free preview tickets and invited me to go... quite a nice day spent at orchard...
Went to eat at this restaurant called vil'lage, den went cine wait for the show, and as usual, when I end up at cine, the arcade is a sure go place for me!!!
More or less this is happening in my boring holidays...hai so sad...
Time really flies, people grow old, and I am reaching year 2 alredi... juz like I said really enjoyed my life in RP, and some of my frenz are graduating already, so sad, only know them 1 year and they leaving... regret i didn't study hard for o'lvl the first time, so can know them earlier...
Ok!! tats more or less i am gonna say, juz make sure I will use my time more wisely, cause I am young, and I want to spend my time usefully, making something in my life memorable!!!

Hi , long time no blog!!~
Finally , cleared my phone bills... And new year is coming soon...YEAH!!!
After clearing all those stuff in my room, I did the next important thing for new year... SHOPPING!!!
So happy, can go shopping with a good reason, and got supported for anything I buy!!!
I bought 3 shirts and 1 jeans, like usual, I bought those that I like, not thinking others comments too much ~
Things I have discovered during the shopping trip...
1. Nowadays T-shirt are so cheap skate, their design is just to download some fonts from dafont.com ( where I download my fonts for my presentation ) , and write in their name ( etc. flesh imp ) and sell it to others for 30 bucks.
2. Salesman from New Urban Male ( NUM ) all have those "HIMBO" looks... ( HIMBO is the male version of BIMBO )
3. Heeren is a nice shopping paradise other than far east!!! ( I am a orchard idoit ok!! )
4. The clothes from NUM actually is not too bad after all, in fact quite nice... ( Too Bad, Its still a HIMBO paradise !!! HAHA ) ( But the clothes design are simple and nice, and not like those that uses those download fonts from some websites, and is 1 of a kind )
5. Bugis is another not bad shopping paradise, but not as good as orchard.

Okay, thats more or less I am gonna say, but anyway thx to dove, alecs , peilun , benson for accompanying me to shop around!!! And sorry, cause I never listen to others comments, and I still bought those shirts that I liked!!!

Guess Wad, I feel damn bored at the moment... First day of the week, and it is Science again ~
Cannot OS ( outsource ), and I am like doing the OS ( opening stock ) , for others to OS ( out source )...
Pure bored...juz looking forward to training after school, cause I really nothing to do now...
The past few days all slacking around, and now I am still slacking ~ The semester is ending soon, and soon I will need to part with the class now, and move on to my year 2.
Happy time sure flies, its been a year since I joined RP, and learned lots of things from the people around me. Not only knowledge, skills, I even learned how others feel when I do something. I have learn a important lesson, never interrupt when a girl is talking, cause that is the basic manners you want to show her.
For those that I have actually interrupted in your talk b4, I apologize for what I have did.
Recently, new year is around the corner, so I packed my house like what I have said b4. I found some pictures and yearbook of my past, and it really gave me a good laugh. Looking at the past and now, how much difference there are in me.
So sad, cause I have already spent 1 year in RP, and I am only left with 2 years in RP. I really love my school. Nice Environment, Friendly people, Friends, Sisters, Brothers, and even sayang in my school.
But I really had a great time in the past year, although some of my brothers are graduating and leaving already, hope to keep in contact with them.
RP ROX ~

Hai...weekends again...
So boring!!! HAha... Today, my fren book out from camp so we actually went for dinner together...
After the dinner, I went home, and actually did some spring cleaning. Cleared out tons of unwanted books, packed up my closet ( actually the clothes are all over the cabinet, but now cleared ).
It is very clearly that I am someone that rarely clean up my closets!!!! Haha...
Ok ~ thats more or less I have done today, got to go practice more...
( ps. I have found some of my old pictures, and I am soooo shock to see them, cant even recognize myself...)

Wa long time no blog, basically lazy HAHA!!
Went to Sentosa on sunday!! The Sun was damn nice, nice until I got burn until like roast pig.HAHAHA
Went with my secondary school fren Dove, and he bought along his frenz. But eventually turn into my frenz as well lar. There were like 5 of us, Alan, Enen, France, dove and me in a car and Alan drove into sentosa. Quite a nice day spending there.
Then after that we went to pastamania to eat lunch. But beware!!! The lousy mushroom pasta sux... it is tasteless and in fact digusting!!! So dun eat it!!!
At night actually went to eat dinner with my secondary school frenz, den went arcade play awhile. Went Home study UT...
Anyway, my hp is cut off so if you guys want contact me call my house at 67594184 or on msn.
Hai, need to wait till next month b4 I can clear my bills.
Now is science, which is pure boredom and kinda easy, so got the free time to come blog...
Later got training and I am going to chong like siao...
Getting shorter and shorter
And shorter
End...

Sorry, but this is another post about me and volleyball again.
Today, it is a sad day for me. All my hopes are kinda broken, and after all they might be just false hopes. I was sad, not because of the team losing. The main thing is that I find that no one has actually considered me at all.
After the match we went to mos burger to eat. On the bus back to woodlands, Alecs was so happy cause he finally proved that he was useful as he has got 5 points for the team. I was also quite happy for him, cause he finally proves to the coach that people he doesn't focus training on also have their uses. And while we were talking, I ask him that whether I have to chance to play in U19. And as expected, he said quite hard. Its ok for him to say that, cause I know maybe now I might not be good enuff for to play.
Here comes the main point. After the meal at mos burger, they started off discussing about who would play in the U19. They started off with those familiar names, all the way to asking the subset, Eugene to come back to the team to play libero. Even though knowing I wish to be libero, no one actually cared about it. In fact there were no signs of my name to mentioned. I was left out during trainings, not being considered into main 12 of IVP, and now not even U19.I really felt so transparent, so left out.
They were saying, when mus, elwin and alecs leaves, our team will be much more weaker, and I really wonder, if I leave, will anyone even bother? Will it affect anything at all? If someone from main team never turns up for training, they will ask about it, and I wonder again, will anyone even notice I am not there?
I have been always trying out my best, being very serious with trainings, and even train on my own during free time, but noting ever seems to change. I really wish to do something memorable in my poly days. I had never done anything that can make me feel memorable in the past, and I dun wish that this continues.I want others take note of me, not really find me important, just to take note of me. When I see everyone in the team gets to play today, I was so envy. Everyone gets to play, and they all their positions. What am I??? Where is my position?? I really dunnoe. Everyone have a position in the game, centre, setter, liboro, main spike. But where am I??
1 year ago in the orentation SLA fiesta, I chose volleyball as my IG. I came for trainings, doing all my trainings seriously, and see people from the same batch getting lesser and lesser. But 1 year have passed, and I still find that I am still on the spot, haven't move nearer toward the main team. I have nothing that I am better than others, not spiking, not setting. I even encourage others, and see them moving on. Wong has entered the main team, dai guan that joined later than me has also gone into the main team. But me? I am still sitting outside, very far from where I want to be.
Everyone in the team knows I want to be libero, and I even requested to coach to train me, but until now I dun see others to see me as one. I listen to their advice, and tries to improve, but maybe not doing it right, I am still where I used to be.
Someone asked me why am I so defensive sometimes when I speak. If you are a person being mocked since primary school,all the way till now, how would you feel? I was never being treated as important person. During Secondary school, I was always treated as the weakest reserve of my table tennis team. I was always mocked to be fat. I was always looked down. And now treated transparent. How can I be not defensive ?
Now what I can really do is just to continue to do the same things, hoping one day that I will be given a position, treated as a part of the team.

For others it might be a holiday to them for this monday and tuesday due to open house, but not for me. I actually signed up as a tour guide for students visiting our school. And I really like this duty, not only because I like my school, get to play around, but most importantly, I get to know more people around.

Although it might be tiring cause I have to talk ( or rather call it shouting ) in a noisy place, take note of all the students, and nid to walk and explain around the school, but basically it was pure fun. I have always wanted to be a tour guide, showing people nice thing and beautiful places, and this was like wad I did, showing others my school, why I like it and enjoy studying here.

And the best things are not getting CE points or get to know more around the school, but is to get to know more people. I didn't only get to know all those tour guides, SA people, I get to know people from different school. It actually boost my confidence to speak up to people, and start off a conversation with others.

As you know, people with no special talents (like me!!!), usually find it hard to start off some conversation, due to we find that talking to people that are like more superior( HA!) , we will find it not comfortable... Maybe this situation only happens to me, and maybe not... (I was like talking to this teens magazine Mr.handsome winner and I wasn't having that, shit, why do I have to talk to this kind to good looking guy around the school... )

But anyway, I know my pros and cons well, I might not be handsome, good-looking in anyway, and might not have special talents like sports, music, or smart... but I have my pros too. Basically, I am thick skin, hardly feel shameful, never give up ( others call this stubbon ), super duper hyperactive, optimistic I guess, and lastly I guess my smile will let others find me frenly?!(will it??) HAHA, I am like praising myself here lolx!!! But overall, I believe hardwork can overcome all my cons, and turn the cons to pros.( provided those that can be change lar, good-looking maybe not~)

Ok, tats all for the day, And overall I really enjoyed being a tour guide, being able to do something I always wants to do. (I find myself going mad, cause I am going around talking to people I dun know, and they actually reply back... or maybe it is juz because it is on the open house days lolx!!)

Normal Saturday again, as usual tat lazy!!! Like wad I have said, I wanna work for U19, so I did today. And for more, I receive a message in the morning from yenkai, my VB teammate- captain for this year. He apologized for not doing well in the recent game. But I find that it was not his fault, since volleyball is a team game, everyone has a part to play, and everyone holds the responsibility for lost. And that motivates me to work harder, in order to play apart in the team.
I went down to the void deck and practice against the wall on my own...and so many ppl walk past looking at me with those kind of weird weird eyes... but i didn't really cared but continued practicing on my own!!!
Now, I will not stop because of disappointment or how people look at me, cause I know I keep practicing, I will be better than how I am now, and 1 day my turn will come.

Ok, its time for me to share my sorrows and my dreams. Lolx...
Today, went down to TP to watch the guys volleyball match against NP. Although we lost, it is the very first time where i can see the team as 1, where we cheer as one, shout as 1. I am still very proud of them, even if they lost cause they finally played as a team.
And by looking at them, it really gives me the BIG push that I also want to play badly in the court. I might not be as experienced as any one of them in there, and not well skilled as any one, or even can sae I am still not good enough to go into the court. That is y I am still still by the side, not on the bench, not in the court. And under 19 is the next upcoming match. If i really get to play, I will be really glad, but if I can't, I could only say my skills are not there yet. And how can I improve, train and everything??? Not much things cause till now KT still not bothering about us non-main team players. All I can do is ask from advice from everyone and learn from there. Really got lots of things to do b4 the U19 match comes. Or shall I say only got 1 important thing to do, and that is to practice more!!!
I guess I will make full use of the 2 months holiday and b4 the new year 1 comes in, I need to achieve something to ensure I can make sure I get a position to play. Other den practicing on my own and go trainings, I guess nothing much else I can do, since I dun think I can get experience without playing match, and that means KT muz let me play before I can get any experience...
This might really sounds easy, but like wad we always say, action speaks louder than words.And of course, actions are also harder than words. So all I do, is juz to work and work and work, while what you guys out there can do for me, is to tell me my mistakes and give me some support to keep me going. And I would like to say again, Thank you everyone, without you guys, I might not make it this far.
So lets just make it a bet, who thinks that I am going to make it into the main 12 of U19??
Ok Thats all about wad I am going to do, and btw I am gonna be the tour guide for RP open house!!! (always wanted to be some tour guide, and now finally is 1!!!)
Wish Me Good Luck!!!

Hi, Long time no update again, and its been a week or more... the volleyball IVP has started and of course I am not in the team... After hearing from alecs saying that I was not considered at all to be in the team abit sad, cause is like i very useless... But nvm I make sure next time I get in...This time cannot, next time sure can one....( hope so!! )
All along I hope the reason I didn't get in is because I was taken as a libero ( those 1 in a team position), so if I didn't get in is because there are other liberos around so I didn't get in is because I am still not good enuff...but after all, I am still not tat good lolx!!! so people around, when see my mistakes tell me hor!!! I need to learn ~
Ok, enuff of volley, I noe alot complaining again... lets talk about life...honestly, not much happened,normal like days, dancing singing laughing playing schooling everyday!!! not much special, juz tat I am going to watch the IVP match everyday, or going to the gym during weekends...
Really dunoe wad have became of me, really dunoe wad I have changed, did I improve? All these are questions I cant answer myself, thus I really need everyones comments and tips to me for me to be a better me.
"Listening is always the best way to be a better me" by Keith!!!
"Lets Not Wait For Things To Happen, Instead Work For The Thing To Happen" by Keith too!!!
"Chances will not drop from the sky, and I shall not sit and wait for the chance to come..." Of course, it is still written by me!!!
Hahahaha, so free, lots of you must be cursing WTH are you blogging about, but really ps, cause really not much happening, but I am going to dedicate my coming holiday to volleyball, cause I am going to place my bet on the next upcoming match, as if I dun get to play, when the NEW year 1 comes in, my chances will be almost 0% to play, so it is a once and for all or nothing at all bet...
By the way, thank you for everyones support and encouragement throughout all this time...
"Support from others is the best way to a person going on" By Keith, which is still me!!!
( I am such a IDIOT!!!! WAHAHAHA)

Hahaha, A new year, a new start...So I changed the whole skin of my blog as well as u can see here.How is it not bad hor...
Okay, since is a new year, lets talk about new year resolutions. This is my first time writing resolutions, so dun demoralize me or I will slap your ass...
1. Slim Down
2. Gain muscle
3. Wear Singlet
4. Get tanned.
5. Be More Confident
6.Don't Be Too Lazy
7. Don't Be Too Emo
8.Adding In Later....

Hahaha, tat should be all. But anyway, thx for everyone in the past years for all the time with me.I really enjoyed my time with everyone and the memories are beautiful.THANK YOU!!!
I also enjoyed a very nice christmas and New Year. The fireworks teaches me 1 thing- beautiful things might not last forever, but at least it shines beautifully for once...

Hahaha, A new year, a new start...So I changed the whole skin of my blog as well as u can see here.How is it not bad hor...
Okay, since is a new year, lets talk about new year resolutions. This is my first time writing resolutions, so dun demoralize me or I will slap your ass...
1. Slim Down
2. Gain muscle
3. Wear Singlet
4. Get tanned.
5. Be More Confident
6.Don't Be Too Lazy
7. Don't Be Too Emo
8.Adding In Later....

Hahaha, tat should be all. But anyway, thx for everyone in the past years for all the time with me.I really enjoyed my time with everyone and the memories are beautiful.THANK YOU!!!
I also enjoyed a very nice christmas and New Year. The fireworks teaches me 1 thing- beautiful things might not last forever, but at least it shines beautifully for once...