Due to some idiot's request, I came up with this post...



(The rules: Put the logo on your post. Nominate any number of blogs you like. Be sure to link to your nominees in your post. Let them know they have received the award by commenting on their blog. Share the love and link to this post and the person who gave you the award.)

I am not gonna give this award to anyone, IT'S MINE!
Lolx no lar, my friends mostly kena tag else not posting those kind, so I din bother to do it...

With as much creativity as you can muster, show your heart in: 1 picture 1 poem 1 song or piece of music 1 phrase or quote 1 item of clothing 1 place 1 Disney princess

here's mine as a response from Dharfianto:



Sports
Something that I always like to do...
Allowing Me to Challenge Myself to Improve Myself and Become Better!




Perseverance
The mind's obedience
And
The heart's perseverance
Together can accomplish
Everything they want to.




Gai Bian Zi Zhi
"wo ke yi gai bian shi jie,
gai bian zi ji,
gai bian "gu mo",
gai bian xiao qi,
yao yi zhi nu li nu li yong bu fang qi,
cai ke yi gai bian shi jie,
COME ON gai bian ji zi"

Like this song because its just like me, keep working hard to make changes for improvements!




Mary Lou Retton - American Olympic Gymnast, Speaker
"I'm very determined and stubborn. There's a desire in me that makes me want to do more and more, and to do it right. Each one of us has a fire in our heart for something. It's our goal in life to find it and to keep it lit. "

What she say is true! I Like what she said.





Party Tank Tops Or Singlets
I always like singlets and party tank tops, but the real fact is, I dun look good wearing them... Thats the sad part...




Home
The place I like best compared to other places. I like alot of places, like beach and courts where I play volleyball, reserviors where I row dragon boat, and many more, but none of them can be compared to home. This place is the shelter for me for rain and shine, and I have no worries and sorrows at home... And my nice comfortable bed...

Of course, the picture above is not my house, I am not tat rich to live in tat... I live in a nice HDB with a nice neighbourhood, which I really like... If I can choose, I will still prefer to live in HDB...



Mulan
Ok ok, I know she is not a princess, but she is a female cartoon from disney rite? Anyway, 1 of my favorite Disney cartoons. Who would I be? Not Mulan for sure, she's a gal! I am the dragon behind her, named Mushu! He's a hilarious fella!

Ok finally finish everything... took me soo long... Before I end I wish to share 1 picture with you all... found it when doing this post...




TEAMWORK
Something I find really important! The picture really shows what is " 1 for all, all for 1".
Few ways you can look at it --
Everyone in a team work towards 1 aim, and the aim make everyone works together!
or just simply, you just need 1 cheese to take down all the rats, and all the rats will be stupid enough to be taken down by just 1 small piece of cheese! ( Not really teamwork... )

My Confessions About RP Volleyball and Sorry That I Had Always Wanted To Say To My Friends...

This is going to be the last time I should be talking about RP Volleyball in my blog, so its gonna be a longer version then anyone else. I would confessing things that have been kept inside me for a long time and I have lots of apologies to say out which was not said.

Before I start, I would tell people who don't really know me well how I am actually like. My E3 good friends, My Rp closer friends and classmates, should know that I am a person that is straightforward, stubborn and realistic.

If I don't like something I will bitch about it, if I don't agree to someone's ideas I will pour cold water over it, and I am a person who don't restricts myself. I do things when I wants to, and people can hardly change my mind if my mind is set. I don't do things if I don't like and nobody can do anything about it. I am a very daring person, daring to do things that will so call "throw face".

What to prove what I say? Look at my facebook pictures... I dare to put cups in my shirt and act as bimbos to take pictures, I dare and like to dance para para in the arcade and getting passerby as audience, I dare to roll around in RP for no reasons to entertain my friends, and I dare to challenge things that I really scare of, which is height.

Lets get back to the topic, today I went back to RP to play volleyball with 1 volleyball graduate, Tengyi. Before we went back, I told tengyi that I was not expecting any change in the team, and as I expected, it was as usual. After the training, we went to mcdonales in yishun to chill out and I told him lots things that I have kept inside myself for a long time.

Thoughts That I Kept In Me For A Long Time
To be honest, I only enjoyed my 1st and 2nd year in RP volleyball. In the 3rd year it became a burden and has came to an extend to make me hate volleyball.

Why did I say so? In my 1st and 2nd year of my RP volleyball life, I know nothing about volleyball, but at that time, thankfully I had this coach, Kwan Thye who was willing to help me learn and improve. And even though in my 2nd year I was the QM of the team, which does all the so called "dirty jobs" while others didn't bother to do, but I was enjoying all the things that I was doing. The team was really fun at the point of time, people joke about me and we laugh... There were also seniors who trusted my skills and were patient enough to help me improve...
I really liked volleyball alot at the point of time, even though it cause me to missed lots of things in life but I never regretted. Everything was so smooth, that I actually tried picking up another IG with my friend gary. I tried to go for Canoeing team's training for a few times, but as time passed by, maybe for around 2 weeks, I realize that problems of training time was clashing and I was forced to make a choice to give up either 1. And obvious, I chose to stay in volleyball, even though I really enjoyed the Canoeing team's training and wanted to learn canoeing.

But things changed drastically since my 3rd year came... Out of no reasons I was promoted to Vice-captain of the team. And the reasons the coach gave me was that my attendence and attitude was better. Everyone was suprised the moment they heard that I was vice-captain, cauase no one expected it, even for myself. Everyone had a mind set that usually the ones who have better skills and can lead the players in competitions will be captains and vice-captains in the team. The reason that came to my mind the moment is that I was the vice-captian just because there was no other choices for him, and is not because I was capable to being 1. It really makes me feel sad, and incapable...

Without choices, I was a vice-captain and soon, year 1s came in and someone suggested a change in coach. This was when volleyball starts to becomes a nightmare to me. The new coach, to my observation, is more of a bias coach who is those that says that I will try to help everyone to improve, but his actions shows that he only focus on those that are better or has good factors. I don't mean that he is not a good coach, but to my standing he isn't much help to people like me.

I remembered he said this sentence to me before during 1 friendly match, and didn't gave me chance to play during the friendly match. In fact during the year 3 days I wasn't given much chance to play during friendly matches at all. He said this to me :" I want to give more chance to the year 1s to improve and gain more experience, so you don't mind I let them play hor?"
Doesn't this sentence hints to you he only needs his year 1 now? I am not needed here. And as soon as he becomes the coach of the team, he picked year 1s as new captains and vice-captains, getting ready to replace me and zhiping. And obviously, he picked 2 that are more skillful in the team.

From that point of time onwards, I had seldom recieve any comments or compliments from the coach on how to improve, in fact sometimes I find myself there to fill in the numbers and even at times hinderance to the whole team improvement. I feel dissapointed, and felt like a maid, just doing things for no motive. I realize that I had no improvements made at all during year 3. I have also never heard of this 1 very simple compliment that has always made me move on... "Keith, hao qui... Nice recieve, or nice save of the ball...." this were the things that really made me move on to improve and like to play volleyball as a team sport.

Worst of all that made me felt terrible, I wasn't able to communicate well with the team members, and even my captain zhiping at all. I just dunnoe why, I can't seems to communicate well with certain people, and they seems to be all from volleyball team. Zhiping and yenkai, after thinking back, seems that everytime I talked to you all is all about the volleyball team's matters, we didn't really talk cock chit chat alot... and as for the year 1s, I duno why I always kept so quiet, and have no topics to talk about to you guys.

I dun think is because of my personality because it seems that I was able to get along with every single one else around me, my secondary friends, my RP friends and my dragonboat friends... I can talk about anything freely as I want to...

I tried to help the team to improve in the discipline, other than doing what I usually do as a QM. I told that many times not to wear slippers to school, and be on time for trainings, but nobody really cares. Until we get ban again and again, they will learn their lesson. Be on time for training, again and again I have been saying, but until now it seems that training will always only starts when coach comes... If you have court booking for 4 hours and you have the passion to improve your skills, would you want to spend fully the 4 hours to train and improve, or only start changing after wasting 30mins and do warmup when the coach reaches the court? Maybe I have taken it too seriously, but I believe if you really want to improve, discipline like this is important.

It really took not long for me to have a mentality of quiting the team, but because of my stubboness and my passion for volleyball, I decided to stay back for this last year. And at this point of time, a chance came up to me and I picked up a new sport, Dragon boating.

Dragon Boating
It was a total different environment here in the Dragon boat team... I was the youngest in the team at that point of time, as the rest of the team members were all working adults. And it was the direct opposite of my volleyball team, where I was the oldest in the team. So the mentality wise in both sides were very different. I was well taken care of in the team and they were all very patient people to help me improve. They always gave encouragement to everyone and help whoever that needs improvement. I really enjoyed the environment and I have decided I wanted to stay in this team. I like those kind of encouragement gave when we do a team sport. I also like those jokes and gossips my team mate alway talk about and tell me their experience.

Apologies to my friends...
E3 Best Friends
SORRY SORRY SORRY, because of my stubboness and always want to improve, I chose to go for trainings and miss alot of the gatherings. But you guys know me for 8 years already, you know when my mind is set to do something I really like, I will put in all my effort and try to improve because I always wanna improve myself. You guys know at alot of times I will emo and have no confidence in myself, finding myself weak and useless, thats why I always want to do better that who I am now.

Special sorry to 1 of my E3 best friend: Dharfianto
I would say a special sorry for you, because I remember this the best... I missed your birthday bbq because I went to my volleyball training and when training ended it was very late so I din make it down to the bbq. I have always remembered this and I want to apologize to you. But out of everyone you noe my pattern best, so you should understand me.

My family
Sorry, I always injured myself here and there, letting you all worry about me so much... Sorry I was always lazy to do house chores and break my promises... Sorry I always spend more time on trainings and with friends than you all..

W25L Ohanas
Sorry, I alway insisted going for volleyball trainings while you guys have outings... Some of you guys know that I have always cried and emo about volleyball but yet gave me encouragement... Thank so much... I will remember the days of prata gang, the qian shou song, the so called" passion card " promotion picture made by tingyun, the days of dota, and the days calling shucheng slow... I can still remember the day shucheng tried hidding in the handicap toilet and yet got pulled out...

W25D
Of course I wun forget you all... I have also missed out quite alot with you all... Sorry... you guys went out for supper and lots of times I din join in... but thanks for all the memories, those days where we play captain ball, where we go out for lunch everyday together, those days where we can take picture everywhere, even on escalators, those days where we play volleyball at the class corridor and those days where we watch movies in class... I can still remember the laughters and darcy alway complaining and saying bad things about fat gals... Special thanks to darcy, you helped me to improve in my skills, and help me to take me first step to tell Kwan Thye I wanted to train to be Libero...

Wireless year 3 Gang
Sorry always pon school as usual and missing out time with you all... but I really enjoyed my days with you all like the others as well... Special sorry again to RAM, sorry for bothering you again and again, asking you the most annoying question :" Eh, should I go training anot har? I feel veri sian leh..."

Volleyball Team members
Sorry I was not a good vice-captain or not a very good QM that can handle everything. I hope you guys will really improve better and will enjoy your days in RP volleyball and RP studying... And I also remember sending out email scolding people already after the first training at CCAB, sorry bout that!
To: Sinhwee -- its your last year already, enjoy it ba, you understand what I saying rite!
To: Engseng & Sean -- I believe you all can do better den me, jiayou ba!
To: Gals team and Ivy -- Thank you for everything, nice knowing you all, and thanks Ivy for all the help when I am still vice-cap or QM...
To: Guys team and Huibin -- Enjoyed playing with you all, and enjoyed Huibin's lame jokes

RP Volleyball Graduates
To: Zhiping -- You were a really great captain! Thanks for everything...
To: Tengyi -- Haha, thanks for listening to me nag nag nag and listen what I really want to say...
To: Roy and Pengjie -- I enjoyed playing with you all most, will remember the 2men tag team! and thanks for trusting my backcourt skills even though it was not very good...
To: Yenkai -- You really helped me alot and I have learn alot from you... You were also a very good captain! Thanks for listening to things that I wish to comment about from time to time...
To: Alex & Wilson -- I would never forget my 2 buddy buddy! You were the ones that made me enjoy going trainings and gossiping and when training is tiring, with 2 of you talking to me really made everything better!

Tanglin Cairnhill Dragon boat team members
Thank you for all your teachings, encouragement and I enjoy what I am doing now. I have more confidence in myself after rowing dragonboat and learn alot more new things (stocks etc haha) . Special thanks to GuanHwee, because of your guidence and scoldings, our team was able to improve! Special thanks to Zhiwei, Chipsoon and guanhwee, for alway "tong pang" me!

2 Last Special Thanks to this 2 person...
To Tze-ing: Thanks for all the help for helping me when I was the QM and the Vice-captain, and sorry for giving you so much trouble always... you always help us solve problem and get courts, but we always give you problems like getting ban... and always take things for granted... so I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to you!

To KwanThye: You were the person who made me really love volleyball and hope to learn more... Thanks for all your patience in guiding me and helping me to improve, and giving me so many chances to learn... You have always consulted me and helped me to improve and even kind enough to listen to what I say and allow me to request that I hope to be train as a Libero... THANK YOU VERY MUCH COACH!

Just in case, Thank you and Sorry to anyone important I have forgot!

I am not sure everyone will see what I have written to them, so if you see anyone noted in here please help me inform them to come take a look!

Thats all people! Those who know me know that I am a person that puts all my feelings on my face, I happy I smile, I not happy I sian sian face, I sad I cry, I angry also cry, I can even laugh until cry easily... and I have cried alot while writing this super long blog post, even though I dunoe the person I said thanks and sorry will be seeing this or not... Super paiseh... and I believe it will be the last time I will be crying because of RP Volleyball!

Finally release everything out...

"Sometimes putting in full effort doesn't means that you will be given the chance to improve and learn, other factors such and experience and age might be the hinderence to you...
But if you never try, you will never learn and improve, and never know what the outcome will be...
So those who are given the chances please cherish it, like what I do, before it is given to someone else..."
--- Quoted By Keith Koo Xingjian

Swimming In The Waters Of Bedok Reservoir

Wow, this 2 days was having competition at bedok reservoir, and the results was ok, although we din get into finals for any of the races...

Out of 4 races that we have participated, 2 of the races went into semi-finals, which is the 20mens and CSC race.

For CSC race I did not roll but my team almost got into finals but lost be split seconds and came in 3rd in semi-finals, so thats the end for it.

And the one that I was rowing, which is the 20mens boat, really made my day. My competitors were really strong, which consist of RP, NP, NYP, and another 2 teams. Even though we know they were strong, we have decided to put in our best shot in the race and hope to achieve at least a 3rd for that race. We had very high morale! But things eventually turn out out of expectations everytime...

In the first 100meters of the race, we started very well, and were quite near, and maybe even on par with the poly teams. But this is when unexpected things happen...

1 of the competitor boats beside our lane lose control and crash into our boat, cause our boat to capsized... How unexpected... The moment I realized that was when the boat was 45 degrees tlited, and I was thinking, not again! Why did I say tat, because its my 2nd offically 20men race, and everytime its the 20men boat that accidents happen. First time was during regatta last year where a boat came crashing into us right before the finishing line, and this time even better, we got capsized.

The moment I fall into the water I was like cursing in my heart, cause I was hoping to see what are my best results I could get. Hai... Super Sad and Angry...

But anyway, 1 thing I can confirm is that bedok reservior waters is sure to be cleaner and much more nicer than lower seletar's water!

Another news, I got my enlistment letter and my enlistment date is like october 8th. Thats like freaking long. Now I am considering to apply for early enlistment or not. Please gimme some advice people! and tell me when is your enlistment date! If I dun go in early I have to start looking for jobs again... Sian...

And there goes my first PA Paddlez Race experience, and I believe that we are the 1 and only team that have capsized in PA Paddlez 2009 race... Lolx!

Shoulders Aching...

Yesterday went down to CCAB to play volleyball, damn tired now... shoulders aching... LAO LER...

Haha, but it was really fun, playing with like 16 people... No stress at all...

At first I find that I wasn't that tired after the game, but first thing when I reach home is that I felt so tired I went to bed right after dinner (veri late dinner at around 11 lolx)...

Lying on the bed I was watching some taiwan show, something like don't forget the lyrics, and watch and watch until 2 am at night...

Ok think I won't be updating for next few days cause I am gonna rest well next few days... Saturday and Sunday I having competition race so I need a good rest...

So Fun, So Tired...

Woot past few days was xtreme busy... went to chalet on friday, sat and sunday rowing boat...

The chalet was total fun! although is just a 2 day 1 night chalet, it was great! Weije's NS frens and our E3 friends were there, and we were like gossiping around about weijie, then when bixia and the gals arrived, we were like digging out manchun's secret... As the night gets later after the BBQ, we went back into the room and took pictures... LOTS OF PICTURES! I was total cam whoring the whole night and coming up with lots of wierd poses... ( I still cant believe i did the 10 act cute pose super disgusting...) But more or less thats all for the chalet and I proceed to rowing right after the chalet...

This weekend's sun was totally awsome! The sun was sooooo good that I was complaining that it was so hot! I put in sooo much effort that the first thing that I reach home and do is to sleep, SUPER TIRED...And right after trainings, the first ting I would say is:" Damn, sunburn again!". Now I am suffering from muscle aches and sunburns badly, Ouch...

This coming weekend will be competition race weekend for me so I will not be free. This weekend after race also have to go attend my RP fren, zhiliang's birthday party. Thats all for now, I am going to play volleyball later at CCAB! Yeah! will update again soon...

Opps I Did It Again...

Yap, i did it again... forgot to post blog lolx...

Ok, lemme post for the past few days... on monday, I went down to CCAB to play leisure volleyball with a bunch of leisure players, was really fun I really enjoyed it! It's considered a totally different experience from playing leisure volleyball compared to trainings, cause I can mess things up without having to consider bout scores and consequences ! Haha... But I really enjoyed my nite...

Ok, tats mostly for this week, and tomorrow I am going chalet! Although is 2 day 1 nite, I tink I am gonna enjoy it for sure! After the chalet on sat I have training at bedok reservior, so travelling will be easier for me! hehe...

Last but not least, I would like to share a youtube video with everyone , not very new, but my fren dharfianto intro to me... for more of this series of videos search for Nick Pitera...

Tired Yet Satisfying

Yesterday (Friday), I went to play basketball in the morning with my friends, and went to benson house after that... As they were playing mahjong at ben's house (too many people so I din get play), the rest of us were like playing PSP...

Ok thats not the main point, the main point is that today my dragonboat training I put in my 120% to train!! Super tired... Because tomorrow I got to go sweep tomb, so tomorrow's training I have to skip, and thus I made me put in my best shot today. Because today got not much people turning up for training, we practice our strokes. After training went home first thing is sleep, super tired...

Now whole body aching, need to rest again lolx! ok lar tats all for today cause tml morning still have to go sweep tomb... monday update again cause monday I going to play volleyball!

RP Graduation

Yesterday was the graduation ceremony from RP. Was considered quite fun as I was able to meet up with my friends and took lots and lots of pictures.

The ceremony waiting time was quite long, but fortunately I was able to chit chat with my frens. And by the time I was on stage, it was quite a quick moment where I went out to take my diploma and walk down the stage.

After that there were all those talking and speech stuff, and it made me felt that, hey, I graduated already ar? those kind of feeling...

Although I will miss RP for sure, I will have to move on no matter wad and now I must look forward that university (especially NTU/NIE) to take me in!

Dunoe why everything when things happened, you will find you have not cherish it enuff... Even though my RP life was busy and fun, I find that I have not archive enough from it...

But I would like to say here, many things to RP and frenz around me, I was able to learn alot of things from RP, like discipline, responsibility, and a important lesson is that choices eventually allows you to gain something will let you lose something...

Sorry to my RP frens, I made a choice to gain more experience and skills to go trainings during RP, thus I have lost lots of time where I can spend with you all...

Ok lastly, posted some pictures in the right bottom colummn, those are the pictures I like best! For more of my graduation picture, go to facebook and take a look!

Preparing For Graduation Ceremony

Yesterday, went to celebrate birthday with my aunt jac at my big aunt's house. To comment on the event, the best part is the cake! The cake was fabulous...super nice!, I buay tahan ate 3 pieces! (sorry for my diet, but tat cake was juz simply heavenly...)

Anyway, tomorrow is my graduation ceremony ler... so actually I got to prepare some stuff today, and actually not all done yet... hehe... Haven iron my clothes need to iron after this...

Because I have to wear a white shirt inside the graduation gown, its a good chance for me to go shopping! I went to walk around northpoint in the evening before going to the gym, and bought a white shirt for 40 bucks at NET . (heart pain no income still spend so much, mom's money...) But I quite like the shirt as it was fitting and the effect I wore out also not bad!

Ok after that I went down to Khatib gym with my fren benson to do some exercises and went home planning to prepare to iron clothes, but eventually draggin until now still haven started....

And wad dragged me so long?? kinda lame... and that was because I was playing Gunbound ( yes tat secondary school kid game ) with tyngcheong and benson for 2 hours till now... Better start preparing! Cyas!

3 Days Countdown to Graduation Ceremony

Today was another day of training at bedok reservoir... Felt abit guilty cause I was quite slack today cause my knee pain so I cannot run and I get to rest during 2nd half of the training, so I only trained 1 hour today... GUILTY haha... but I got put in my full power during the hour of training I was in lar...

Ok, 3 more days and I can considered a graduate from RP already, now I realize time really passed quite fast, where things changed so much ever since then.

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YEAR 1
Remember my year 1 days, where most of the time, I would stay back in school after school to play dota with my classmates during the first semester, with my class W25L, Ohana.... Those days were really memoriable... And not forgetting how I came up with the prata gang thingy...

In the 2nd semester of my year 1, I was in a class with lots activities! W25D... They class were filled will great people, lots of them, cant mention all, where we always have lots of activities going on, like playing volleyball at the corridor, playing captain's ball, cam-whoreing etc.
Those days were really fun, where sporty activities occupy alot of my time...

These are the days where I really find volleyball the most fun, no responsibilities, I started off with knowing noting learning from the basics, with frenz like gary, ryan , darcy, nigel , alex , wilson , and seniors all around trying to help me learn, and mus will play pranks on alex... remember those days crawling in spans and ending up all dirty by the time I finish training, so fun...

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YEAR 2
When it reaches 2nd year, things to settle down alot more and eventually became more plain...eventually classes become more like classes, although once in a while I will still play dota with my 2nd year class, but I would spend alot more time on volleyball. It was this point of time where responsibilities came up to me as a QM of the team, and I have to take care of bits and pieces of the team.

Volleyball is still fun to me at this time, where there are still lots of people to joke with me around, like pengjie, yenkai, roy, wilson,tengyi to throw temper around and needs people to pacify, zhiping, alex will still come to training, wallace to talk cock with... Although we are not a very strong team and we don't have lots of people, and I don't play well, it was still veri fun.

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YEAR 3
This was the time where RP life was a big change for me, my daily classes were in different classes but eventually I got to hang around with my group of "wireless" specialization frenz, where I seems to be the joker around~ This was the point of my life where I really find that I can have different faces when I am with different people. In class I can be a joker, wa-yang master( Super Actor!), while when in volleyball I can be a serious vice-cap that takes my training veri seriously.

But at the same time, Life in volleyball tends to be abit heavier to me... Somehow I was promoted vice-captain of the team...
This was the time where I learn about discipline, responsibilities and sportsmanship of a sportsman and a vice-captain... but to be honest, I really dun like to be a vice-cap, because I have to do lots of things like nagging the players bout discipline, and time management and this and that...
But I was really honoured to be the vice-cap of the team as I was given the chance to deal with lots of different situations, like solving difficult problems, and learn how to manage with stress. (being the weakest player in the team and at the same time as a vice captain is not easy! )

And also at this most difficult time, I managed to pick up another sport, dragonboating, which I really enjoy because I finally get back those feelings where I do not have to stress about stuff and all I need to care is to let myself improve and improve more!

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Time really Flies, and I really missed those days... Those days of dota owning people and getting owned, those days of playing captain ball with other classes, those days of going to training and doing basic drills at spans while the seniors are training on the court, gossiping with alex and wilson during my volleyball training, and many many more...

Freaking Tired...
Ok just finished dragonboat training and reach home now freaking tired...

Today was tiring as usual... but the joggin part was tedious to me... The stitches (some sort of cramps when u run) was like making me suffer... I really dunnoe how come suddenly will have... If anyone got and ideas how to solve this plz tell me...

Hai, super tired now whole body aching and tomorrow morning still got training. But competition coming so must train harder! Jiayou!

Went joggin on thursday, but lasted for around 30mins only...Jialat sundown marathon coming how to train sia... starting to worry~ Must train must train!

Yesterday suddenly felt very stress about NS... Its like all of a sudden I was wondering can I take NS training and how it would be, but it was a kind of all of sudden feeling, but I was really tinking how would it be when I go in NS... Scared... With my physical fitness now I scare I will not be able to fit in, I scare I go in enhance batch (batch tat passed napfa test), everyone super fit den I sure left behind... Now my most biggest obstacle is my pullup can only do 7... Hai... Worries~

Ok never mind now I can do is to basically train for NS and enjoy the time now, so I shall not worry too much.

"Although I May Be Fat, But Fat People Are Not Weak!"