Its the end of the year again...But to be truthful, I really enjoy this year very much... I get to go to school, get new frenz, pick up a new sports, and many other happy things that have happened after the miserable year when retaking O-lvls. Thanks everyone for making my year so enjoyable!!
On the 22nd of December, we celebrated teow poo birthday at K-box, and sang for the whole nite from 10-6...And it was damn tiring, but fun.
Its christmas festival again, and this year only me and dove went to orchard to countdown and watch eragon...And the show rox lar!!!HAHA~ After tat, everyone went to my house and we actually have steamboat for the whole nite.
And then, after 1 whole nite of staying awake, I finally got to sleep for a few hours...But not long after tat, I woke up and went to celebrate my uncle's birthday, which falls on the 25 of december.
And after celebrating with my uncle, I actually went down to amos house to celebrate christmas!!!
Wa, I haven been sleeping well for this few days, so I actually make good use for the next few days to sleep.
And lastly, time to complain from the fortunate life I am having again...Dammit, I start to find that KT( VB coach) is treating people as transparent man again, and of course I am 1 of them.
Den now, I will write some aims I wan for the next year...
1. I wan to wear singlet--> so must continue build muscle!!!
2. I wan go sentosa countdown next year --> so oso nid to cut fat and build muscle...
3. Dun wanna be trasparent man anymore!!!
4. Will add on later........

Yo Check it Out!! Haha ~ I was digging out cloths from my closet and guess wad, I found my primary 6 tat time singlet, and best of all, I can nicely fit into the singlet... Last time I stop wearing it cause I was like a dumpling when I wore it, and now it is juz fitting nicely. Wahahaha ~
Then, I went to gym today and did some workouts, and wonderfully the effects are great sia~ my little mouse is growing!!!! ( as in the mouse on my arms !!) So I guess i will keep going there cause I can also feel muscles in my belly starts to strengthens~ wahahahaha
This is such a good holiday, so much nice things are happening in this holiday!!! By next year chinese new year I want to wear nice fitting Shirt HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
( Went Off Dreaming for nice things coming up ~ )

Today, RP volleyball played against Yew Tee CSC... At first I tot I wun get any chance to play because both nigel and wallace was there ( both all play liboro, so I should be no chance ) but in surprise, I get to played the last set!! And is 1 whole Set!!! This is the first time I got to play when it is against outside teams... and the best thing is that I get to play 1 whole set, without getting sub out...
So happy that I was given the chance to play, and I find that I am so fortunate lar!! Get to learn and grab some experience from the match I play...SO SO SO Happy!!!
HaHa...quite tired ler i tink i sleeping soon...tomolo still need to go see doctor with my mom, cause her leg swollen cause kana step by some spoilt brat...

Recently...got into the crave of getting tanned and wearing singlets... Other than that, even think of building some muscles... getting sick of being called fei zai... Joking!!
Suddenly veri Ai Mei ( wanna look nice ) , and since my body build is big size( genetic one!!! passed down from my grandfather to my dad to me ), so y dun i just make good use of this body size, instead of being fat, y dun just be fit instead...
Of course, saying is easier than actions, so I shall make good use of this holiday...
Tats all about it, but I suddenly found out today i am a very optimistic ...
Everything in my world is always beautiful and all problems will be solved somehow, yet i sometimes i still complain about things, while there are other people who have even more problems than me... And I am always sooo happy with the time I am having now...
So, I would really want to thank everyone here who gives me so much support at all times...Really good to have you guys as my frenz, my sisters, and my bros...
This is going to be a long busy holiday, cause i wanna ready before the next semester comes...

Tooooooooooooooooooooooo Free HAHA.... No Lar , Recently I am like going into diet again, and I am doing it this for REAL this time ok!!! ( Confirm alot ppl will say lets see how long can you last, or confirm give up blah blah blah )
Ok I made a video on my current class now, and lemme try posting it up... I will make one on W25L and my secondary school one real soon, once i get hold of the pictures.
And like wad I have said, time really flies, it is the 10 week of year 1 alredi... Few days ago i went out with some ex-classmates of secondary school, and it was like ages we haven seen each other. And veri fast, the long and boring holidays are coming soon... Ok now lets try the movie...

Wa...Kana Spam Again.... Everyone is asking me to update blog lolx....
Time REALLY Fly, so fast is already 9weeks gone... Now another 7 weeks with my class left...sobzzz...
And time with my ex-classmates, even lesser...so dun complain for not updating blog, cause I dun even got time to accompany you all....
And So fast, I am reaching year 2 soon.... getting older again...HAHAHA
Recently I went to did some "dumb"bells lifting, and until now my muscles are kinda arching...
HAHA, need to precious the moments with my frenz now, no matter is W25L, W25D or my "brothers" from volleyball, and of course my buddies from secondary school...
Thinking of how fast things can pass, I want to thank everyone for bringing all those fun moments to me and helping me through all the difficult times.
Umm.... Since today's lesson is sooooooooo BORING, I think I wanna post some pictures in...





The 2 Big Face!!!!

Gone Mad In K-Box !?!?!?

WAHAHA... You Are Surrounded...Surrender And Let Us Wear Slippers In School...

If you were to ask me wad have i done today, I will tell you that once the coach came, I have only pick balls and thrown balls. You might say that I throw ball is a help to train control my strength, and I will agree to that... I dun mind picking balls, but I juz wish that I am given a chance to participate and play, and learn at the same time, but when they play match, I didn't get to play. It is like once he came, I haven't been doing anyting that can make me sweat. Sometimes I really find that playing games before training is better than training as I do not get to participate...
Thats Why I was not happy at all... I know myself and the situation I am in now... If by next year under 19 I dun improve and get to play in the matches, I will hardly get to play in 3 years. This might be the only chance where I can get to play, thats y I wanna improve and do my best now... but not only not getting to play during training, I got hit down by someones words...
When on the way to the MRT, I was walking with wallace, he said that my recieving and my skills have never improved since he saw me last time.... All along I was thinking that I have improved bit by bit, but when I heard that, I ws really depressed... Was I juz wasting time in the past months training??? I really duno... recently I find everyone is having such a cold attitude to me... And I felt that I am really useless and no one puts me in their eyes... Or is it that they find me irritating??
I really feel so hopeless and desperate without help now, and I can do noting about it... I dun wish that I will sit on the bench or even not on the bench for all 3 years... And if this goes on, I can hardly get any experience and if wad wallace says is true, I can never get to play as a player of a team... I am now so desperate to improve myself, and yet getting to hear a news that I havent been improvin since I first started playing... Looking at people getting to play, but not putting in the full effort, I sometimes sure feel angry...

Dunoe From when onwards, I start to feel so lonely... I start to find that I am like always not enuff time... got to manage my time with my classmates, my ex-classmates in W25L, volleyball training and to spent my time with my buddys of my secondary school... It seems that everyone is complaining that I havent been spending enough time with them, and I find that too... I feel so sorry, so tired... My relationship with everyone is never like before anymore... but I juz doesn't have any extra time to do anything else... I felt so sorry about everything...
I cant do everything at once, and cant possibly satisfied everyone's likes and dislike...
Everyone has his or her own "wants", and sometimes they require others to be the same as well, this goes for me too, is juz tat mine is maybe lower than others... someone might want to be frenz with others who benefits him, some might want someone who can spend all his time with him...
As for me, I am open to anyone, I like frenz, as long they treat me as a fren... But at the same time, sometime I have to attend to everyone, so I hope you guys will understand me, as I have other people and things to attend to... I will always try to spend my time with you guys, as long as I am free, and even sometimes when I am not free, I try to go out with you guys, even it cause me to miss school that day... And as you guys know, I retook once my olvls, I dun wish to waste my time anymore, I was stuck in the year doing noting, and I really don't wish the same things ever happen again... I wan to live my life with colours, do something out of it and make as much frenz as possible... So now I am really trying to spend all my time with everyone I know, and I nid time to practise my skills for volleyball, as I am not good at all now...
So, I really appreciate all your understanding, although I can't spend all my time with you all, but I will spend as much time as possible with you all...
Its up to you guys to think of I have said is rubbish or not, but think carefully, you also want something in life, I bet you would not want to have only 1 bunch of frenz only, or juz do nothing in your life... you might want to be a businessman, sportsman or wadever, and for now, I have my own things that I wish to archeive too. And trust me, I know everyone got something in life they wish to do, and what they want to get from their frenz. I am someone who can see through things fast, are you happy or unhappy with certain things.
I will juz try to put in my time to archeive wad I wanna do, and spend the rest of my time with my frenz, and really enjoy the time I spend with you guys. Hope you all will understand I have things I wanna do as well, as I dun want to play as a reserve player forever, standing being people, and never ever being considered to play for the team, juz like wad wad happen in my secondary school. I have no talents, so the only way for me to sucess is to work hard. Everyone who knows me know that I can give up easily if I want to, but I am persistance to somethings sometimes, there will never be a giving up unless I know that there is no one being me, supporting me... And I hope you guys as my best frenz, I hope you all will give me your support, as I really nid it.
And if I really break my promise, I can only apologize. Sometimes people find me saying sorry too much times, and is like my sorries are not worth anyting, I can only say that thats the only way I can show apologize for not doing well.
And if you are unhappy with me for anyting, plz feel free to tell me, so I can change, and be a better me.

Finally, settle the problem ler... swt... Luckily, I was not turned down... HENG AR!!!!
OK, anyway, the problem was to actually to request my coach to train me as a Libero for my team. After knowing Nigel( the Libero now ) canot play for under 19 next year, I was thinking whether I can make it or not. After some encouragement from frenz, I decided to request to my coach. Of course, it wun be tat easy. Before I can get trained as 1 , I will have to first be able to "Dig" the ball 100 times continuously and can only move 1.5m in radius. I cant do it now, but I will be training to do so, so plz gimme some support.
Anyway, I would like to say thx to Ryan, Gary, Nigel, Wong and Tingyun for giving me so much encouragement to talk to my coach. U guys noe i got such a weak character, everyting oso scare, everyting oso paiseh. lolx
From now on, I might not be so free as the past, as I got a goal that I wish to archieve, cause I dun wish to stay like this forever. I dun wan to regret anymore. And in the meanwhile, I am building confidence. Anyway, back to normal life...
yesterday, went out with some of my frenz to northpoint...veri long time never go alredi...and cannot tahan, I went to play arcade again!!!! lolx waste money !!! And we plan to go to rock climbing on tues or wednesday....sure look forward to it...

I know alot of u complained and ask me to not talk too much of volleyball here...but I really nid to say tis out to relax abit...Dunoe who to talk to...
SHIT, DAMMIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so damn stress....
I dunoe should I do the ting i wan or not, cause i scare kana reject and alot ppl will disagree to it.
Knowing even more that some of my team mates are not playing for the team next year, I felt even more stressful... Although that might means I can get a chance to play, but I am still not that happy with it... Not sure of what to do, I am feeling very stressful now... Although they are not going to leave, juz playing for other team, I got this feeling alot of problems will come up...
There are alredi lots of problems and conflicts happening within us, even though they apologize for certain things, but I am assure that the problems will still exist.
After talking to wong after sumtime, felt much more better. THX wong !!!!!!

Again haven been updating for sumtime...recently got sum photo of my malacca trip. I am going to post it up. Anyway, I make an decision, but I am going to do it on monday, after asking for sum advice from others. But tis decision might be turned down, so lets not open it up yet...
So after all, my time taken to training has come up with some results. At least I noe I didn't make the wrong decision even though I improve veri slowly.Reali happy to noe that. Again, sry to my frenz tat I have spent lesser time withh u guys due to training. Pai seh Pai seh.
Will keep u guys updated with my latest information.

Today, woke up in the morning 7 am. Damn tired...If it is not for Volleyball training, I would have slept till late morning. And worst to worst, I did most of the punishment for the day, as most of the time when I am in which group, tat group will lose. Hai.... I still have a long way to go and to improve alot more...( I have treat those punisment as slim down exercise HAHAHA!!! )
But anyway that is not a main point... A few more days, the school term will start again, and I am looking forward to it. Who will be my classmates??? Will there be any freak in my class??? How can I go along with the people in my new class??? Those are all questions tat I am worried now. And most importantly, will they be "ON" people or not...Hope tat I won't meet up with a group of boring people. And I am still considering whether to change course or not...
But calculating tis way, by the end of 3 years, I will meet up with around 150 people or more...
And I will get 150 new frenz, and tat will be great. So afterall, changing class might be painful as ur frenz cant be in a same class as you, but you can make alot of new frenz within 3 years.
Sure hope to start school asap, because all I do at home during holidays I find them wasting my time, and there is not much meaningful tings to do... And everyday, eating slping playing computer is veri fattening...
Not onli tat, I find tat I am getting old and weaker... usually, when I play DDR or Para Para, I can play tons of times without stopping, and yesterday when I played, I can't even stand 1 round of dancing... Hai... old alredi, body power weakening, can't even dance properly... Nid to go practise more then can...
But anyway, from 18 to 20 september I will not update my blog as I will be at chalet !!!! YES!!! another time where I can be with my frenz, and enjoy the free time of doing noting in chalet...
( If you find today's post is boring, sry bout tat because I wrote it in a sleepwalking state... Veri sleepy at the moment, as I have slept for a few hours only last night...)

Today, went to K-Box With some of my buddies. LOLz , that mean 5 guys (lousy voice ppl) screaming in a K-Box Room. Real Fun singing there. We sang lots of songs, from male singers to females singers, duet songs to groups singers. We even dance in the room. And most importantly, we ran through the rain juz to get to the K-Box... And when we reach there, we were all soaked.( wonder wad the lady by the counter was tinkng when she saw us.) Anyway, we really enjoyed our time there, and the lunch fish and chip rox man !!!! HAHA, next time anyone interested can ask me go, but dun mine me screaming there lolx. I will add in some pictures of the day asap. We went to plae Lan games after tat, and then they went off playing basketball while I came home to have a video conference with my sis who is overseas. Miss the chance to plae basketball, hai...( As If I will...) Ok, enjoyed my day veri much, and the class chalet will be on 18th, and I will be going to kill shu cheng for getting a GPA of 3.9......DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But seriously, next time can find me go K-Box...

Todae I went to look into sum pictures of my class and decided to make them all up here. Most are from Tingyun's blog so alot of pictures have her in it. Really regretted not putting in more time for my classmates.I tink from the next semester onwards, I will wanna have more time for both my old and newclassmates instead spending too much time on IG... Since I am not tat important there too, I shall juz go on trainings and enjoy...
Now, to all the W25L, here are the wonderful memories we had together...


Gardeners Of W25L




My Life My Prata-Right (My Favorite Picture In The Semester !!!!!)
"Once A Prata, Forever A Prata...High High Into The Sky!!!"



Sleeping Beauty-Go Jackie Go !!!


Boy's Team

Gal's Team

Okay Tats most Of The Pictures I have, and I really miss those days of W25L, and I dun noe wad will be coming in the future classes I will be in, so I will remember the days we use to have. Lets go out more often for movies W25L... But not on a Tuesday and a Thursday plz... HAHA
Although The Time We Can Spent Together Is Limited,
Memories And Our Frenship Cannot Be Limited.

Alrite !!! I am Back !!!
I Made this new blog due to problems with my old blog... Lots of problem with it !!!
My new blogs address used to be one of my favorite sentence, and shall be in the future after today. Today was really depressed due to some events. I find that others find me for granted, thus was kinda unhappy bout it... Then after some tinking, no choice cause my skills are limited so I still got no choice to choose wad I wanna do.
HAHA, depression comes outs again and I have been tinking... Where my talents really lies...
And as usual, found that I have no talents HAHAHAHA !!!!
Okay, nvm about tat... I kept most of the things in my blog almost the same as the old, and I used some of my VB knowledege in the blog codes changing process... Dun wish to say, but my VB is quite good after all!!! WAHAHAHA
Anyway something tat happened recently about me is like my interview with starbucks, and I should get the confirmation quite soon. Soon, I shall be kopi boi of StarBucks LOLzz.... Then, as usual for a holiday, plae games, go out plae and eat eat eat !!!!
Not much difference about my daily life, juz tat feeling quite sad about things in life, but got to accept facts as things come to you. Okay !! Will update my blog tomorrow as tommorow will StarBucks will confirm will I get the job or not ~~~