Monday, August 11, 2008

There is a saying " Its Never Too Late To Start " , but it is often overlooked that there are consequences and conditions behind.

  1. Be Ready that you will be always putting yourself below others.
  2. Be Ready that you will be forgotten.
  3. You will hardly be able to join into their conversation topics so eventually you will end up keeping quiet.
  4. You Try very hard to improve but somehow you just feel you are lousy no matter how hard you try.
  5. You will reach one point where you want to improve badly but your coach doesn't pays attention to you.
  6. You will spend time emo-ing because you always find that you are useless.
  7. You Find your own ways out but still doesn't seems to work out well.
  8. Your words will never be taken into considerations much.
  9. Your hardwork will never be seen and will be taken for granted.
  10. You will start to feel lonely and emo again.
At times I always envy other people...
People who can really interact well and sociable with people.
People who are really quick and can receive balls well.
People who can set and are being favored by coaches.
People who are experienced, and can really do well in all areas, spiking, receiving and setting.
People who are tall, basically that overcomes things.
People who can really bring the team together, and people find them important.

I always envy other people, but I don't have any factors people will envy about me. I have people with these factors in my team, and all of them seems so good to me.
I really wonder, in these 3 years, what have I improved? What am I really good at?
Who can tell me what can I good at?

I really wonder, how far can I improve in these last 4 months?
I almost forgot about these... When you don't have high hopes, you will have no disappointment.
Who can encourage me to push me forward?
Will it make any difference without me around?
Will anyone ask me back to play volleyball if I quit?

I doubt so...



Accepting the fact, it's never too late to start something,
but you will be always be later than others,
weaker than others.

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