Finally its FRIDAY!

Long Waited... Tomorrow I am going for my second session of dragonboating.. so excited hope it doesn't rains...

Tomorrow I am going to resume work at night too... Sianzz...

But recently, I feel lots of changes in me. I start to feel that the lesser I get Gan Chong about something, the better I can do.

I change my attitude against things to. No longer persistence against my stupid values, and face getting thicker... LOLX...

Dun really care how others think much now, just do things I like on my own way... I never knew that disturbing people can be that fun, and its my first time to chat continuously on MSN for 1hr!

Maybe I always emo because I care too much how people think, and always think others find me useless and anything, and when I really dun care about it, I feel so much better. Wad To Be Afraid About ? NOTING!!

Recently like to go against things... Following is some pictures I have came up with, no grudges ok!



OSG is the stupid office that ban us from wearing slippers,
Wilson Ang is the stupid OSG head that bans us from using indoor court!
Anti-bobby is to disturb Bobby Loe Tengyi!

Just Thought Over It... Stop Emoing and Start Moving...

Let Me Fight For This 1 Last Time, And Actually Its My Last Chance In RP...

I Shall Start My Intensive Training Again, Back Like Last Time, Starting From The Basics.

I Dun Wanna Be Thrown Around Anymore, At Least Get A Fix Position, Thats All I Want.

Life Is Unfair and its true. Or Should I Say, I have no value?

Some People Have Good Looks And Gain Advantage From It. I dun Have.
Some People Are Very Smart and They Earn From It. I dun Have.
Some People Have Nice body and are Fit. I dun Have.
Some People Are born Rich and can Change their Life With It. I dun Have.
Some People Have very Good Social skills, and they tend to gain from their social circle. I dun Have.

Why are they so many people with such factors, and some with more den one, but I dun have any things where I am good and be proud of it?

In Sports, I dun excel when I play table tennis during secondary school.

And now, in volleyball, I cant set well, cant spike well and cant receive well.
I dun even have a fix position. Sometime I really think wads the point of me playing when I dun even have any good points. When I see my team mates all excel in a certain place, I just feel so far away and so out of place.

In life, I live in a normal family, where I have to do part time to support some of my expenses.
I am overweight and no matter how I try to slim down and train fitter, it will never work.
I am not that smart, and I cant excel in school. I just can't simply social with anyone, as I tend to be quiet when I feel that I can't blend in.
And of course, my looks CMI.

Whats the point of having my miserable life when I everything in my life just doesn't seems to be easy for me...?
I want to change, but it just doesn't works no matter how hard I try...
Could someone tell in anythings I am good at and I will be proud of?
Please Dun tell me I am good at picking ball and setting net. I feel Miserable When I hear That.

Very Unhappy...

I dunoe I am consider unlucky or wad...
First I was injured on my back, ended up in A & E for 5 hrs.
Den my leg the fungus went too dry end up cracking giving me so much pain every step i take.

Now today...
I actually was late for school so I decided to take cab to school. I waited for 15mins and din get cab at all. Ended up resolving to take bus to woodlands and take cab.
When I reach woodlands, the taxi stand long queue. This is the first time I ever see that the taxi stand at woodlands MRT will long queue one. But luckily, there was this cab that was changing shift and he was going near woodlands area so I get to cut queue. But once I got onto the cab, the taxi driver was smoking and driving at the same time.

I thought that was all that is going to happen for today....

Once I reach school and on my MSN, I receive bad news that I was replaced by the coach from the main 12 last week due to my injury. Damn sad. I spend so much time ended up I get noting in return. Really make my day...

I thought that is already the worst to the worst...

I thought that getting a sweet drink from the cafe would make me feel better, but was it unlucky or wad, after I ordered, I had to wait for 15 mins, when all those people who ordered later den me had got their drinks , while my order was forgotten. Am I insignificant or wad?! Ended up fired up and had to go demanding on my drink from the crew of this lousy service cafe of RP!

I hope thats the worst that can come to me, cause I cannot take anymore of these nonsense any more...